what's up fellow kids

going home tomorrow which i have mixed feelings about. my own bed = yay, not having to cuddle ben in a grotty damp towel = yay. but i will obviously miss him and i like being here, even though it is hard sometimes. i had a few minor freakouts on the first day or two and then a large freakout last night but most of it has been smooth sailing which is pretty great! have eaten really normally here as well so nervous to weigh myself a bit when i get back but i was reading old livejournal entries earlier and ben was eyeing them over my shoulder and went ‘mm don’t like it when you’re all thin and sad don’t get disordered again’ and i didn’t even hear ‘you’re fat now’ i just heard like, a concerned boyfriend who wants a chill, normal girlfriend

we had a really nice evening tonight, we watched ghostbusters and fucked around on tumblr and had sex and exchanged love words and it was just really nice (also he tickled me and i farted really loudly)

there’s about two months until i go back to uni and i want to spend a lot of that time with him, i would have been ok staying longer but i have stupid MH appointments that i knooooow are important so i can’t even blow them off in good conscience

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ben’s cats are being little anuses, one is lying sprawled on my lap and kneading my stomach really hard w/ claws and the other one has settled on my dressing gown ;_;

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apparently kim kardashian has made ~85mil from her 45% share in KKH

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I just sneezed like 7 times in a row

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Anonymous: top 5 harry moments


  • WALKING TO THE FOREST TO DIE everything from harry waking up in dumbledore’s office to voldemort killing him is just exquisite — harry’s realisation that dumbledore had been grooming him for death and harry being hyperaware of his own body, “brain and nerve and bounding heart” is all so gorgeous and sad and wonderful, and he’s so brave. HE’S SO BRAVE. I’M SO FUCKING SAD IT’S BEEN 7 YEARS
  • destroying dumbledore’s office i love this scene because after 4 books of harry keeping shit to himself and sitting on his feelings you get lots of minor, small explosions post-cedric dying and then THIS, it’s a NUCLEAR BOMB OF ANGER and it’s so satisfying to read but also the most painful thing in the world, ever
  • politely asking the sphinx to move, please this cracks me up every time. if someone was like show me ONE THING that DEFINES harry james potter AS A HUMAN AND A CHARACTER i would show them this scene. life-threatening wizard competition. dangerous magical creature. “can you move, please?” my son
  • torturing amycus after he spit on mcgonagall this means A Lot to me because harry just straight up crucios that fucker without any hesitation or warm-up and puts so much feeling behind it. anything where harry is morally grey is my favourite because he’s The Saviour and the Master of Death and it’s like yeah, and he just crucio’d a dude so hard he flew across the room and passed out
  • "you don’t have to call me ‘sir’, professor" any scene where harry backchats snape is fantastic but i distinctly remember reading this scene and being like OOOHHHH OOOOOHHHH SICK BUUURRNNNN OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH

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