what's up fellow kids

welp nearly 2 am, group therapy in 9 hours :/ going to allocate 10 minutes to getting dressed + brushing teeth bc group therapy is not a place i want to look remotely cute for lol

i bet they’re going to go round in a circle and ask us to introduce ourselves and that anticipation of having to speak and having all the attention on me - i hate it - i could never read out loud in high school either

the first session is only an hour and then 2 hours for every session after that. how aboooout 0 hours 8-)

i am so close to bottling!! but i know i have to at least give it a go so i will go, but idk if i can stay for all of it argh! i can generally do things if i know i have an escape route and can leave at any time so hopefully if i remember that i will be ok. this is voluntary so i am free to leave the room at any point and it doesn’t matter this is a group for pathologically anxious people they are not going to judge you for being twitchy + jumpy

pleeease give me good thoughts + kindness, very anxious about this anxiety therapy (hahahaha) 

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Véronique Leroy Spring 2014 RTW

my veil for my wedding

i am very very anxious today bc of group therapy starting tomorrow! it would be a good time to tell me nice things

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me just now: well we only have four placemats so what will ben have
my mum: ben doesn’t need one, he’s so neat
my mum: and considerate
my mum: and soooo nice

wtf he’s not that nice

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weirdly unsteady on my feet today, just got up and like wobbled all over the room :x think it’s anxiety (or i’m dying)

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