i am doing a lot better with assessments this term
i mean fuck knows if they’re quality but in terms of stress i’m doing a lot better, i’m averaging 500 ish words a day and that seems to be a pace i can work at with no problems. it’s not a massive output but it’s something, and pretty steady, so.
i have to keep reminding myself it’s ok that i struggle w/ school and it’s ok that i am averaging 2.1/2.2 (not sure which haven’t checked also that’s UK university grades) because i’m very mentally ill/unstable/whatevs but then i’m like OH GOD BUT AM I JUST USING THAT AS AN EXCUSE FUCK FUCKITY FUCK AM I AS BAD AS THOSE PEOPLE WHO BLAME EVERYTHING ON THEIR ILLNESS OH GOD OHHH GOOODDDDD
yeah idk i just feel less stressed was the point of this point but i somehow managed to start panicking halfway throuhg writing it
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